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our_goodbyes
Drink up baby doll, are you in or are you out? Leave your things behind 'cause it's all going off without you. Excuse me, you're too busy you're writing your tragedy. These mishaps, your bubble-wrap when you've no idea what you're like. So, let go, jump in. Oh well, what you waiting for? It's all right 'cause there's beauty in the breakdown.
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[Tuesday
February 14th, 2006] |
Attention Everyone!!!!!
I got a new livejournal. Add me on that.
clicheemergency
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[Tuesday
February 14th, 2006] |
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I dont know what to say
I am really sorry.
I didnt mean for this to hurt you. Because he doesnt mean anything to me.
At all.
But i have felt since we have started going out again.
Even before this.
That is exactly how i feel.
And i love you sooo much.
But I have cried about this over a million and 2 times.
Idk. I love you so much
And thats all that matters.
But do you finally understand why I felt that way?
At all?
Can you understnd yet why i feel so replaced. And why i feel like i had to measure up.
You are 1st and m favorite.
But i dont understand why you are so upset with me when the exact thing happened to me?
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[Sunday
February 12th, 2006] |
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i hate guys that try to hit on me
and impress me by saying they want to beat up my boyfriend
and make fun of him
ITS FUCKING GAY
because i love him x390865984568377
alot more than i could ever possibly like anyone else.
so stfu
ur lame. and ugly. and gross
and he is amazing and cute and the best.
I LOVE HIM
not you.
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[Sunday
February 12th, 2006] |
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so. I wanna to cry
or die
or laugh
or something.
I am so tired.
I am so hurt.
I am so upset.
I am so not mad.
I wish i were mad.
I wish i could sing well
I wish i could rewind
I wish I werent right here
right now.
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[Sunday
February 12th, 2006] |
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I am really starting to regret
Everything.
especially that.
yeah
ugh.
lets just die.
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[Sunday
February 12th, 2006] |
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im still not okay.
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[Saturday
February 11th, 2006] |
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when i was younger.
right after it would snow. and it would be sunny again.
I would go outside and make a little chair out of snow
I could just sit there forever.
And for some reason it was just perfect.
The best memory i had. Was when i was like 8.
I made one of those chairs and it was really sunny. and the sky was really blue
But it was still really cold out
And the snow sparkled amazingly with the light.
It was just me.
I wanna go back there so bad
I want to forget everyone.
everything.
its just one of those days.
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[Saturday
February 11th, 2006] |
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ok. dont ask me about this.
because i need to just vent.
( ihateyou )
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[Wednesday
February 8th, 2006] |
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mkay so, I thought of this in the shower. And it stinks
BUT I like the sound i made for the chorus. but you obviously cant hear it
Blah :[
I told myself i wasnt gonna write anymore.
( sucksucksuck )
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| gay gay gay |
[Monday
February 6th, 2006] |
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mkay this was from before. when i was a loser. like a few months ago :p
( Read more... )
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[Tuesday
January 31st, 2006] |
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anyone know where i could find a real family?
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[Saturday
January 28th, 2006] |
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| dear chris |
[Thursday
January 26th, 2006] |
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I love you more than anyone else in the whole world
You make me so happy.
And when you hug me i feel so comfortable like nothing else.
I get upset and mad for stupid reasons but i am so scared of losing you.
Because you are the best thing in the entire world.
And if it wasnt for you i would probably have just given up on everything
( conversations that make me smile. )
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[Wednesday
January 25th, 2006] |
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and i believe everything
but i never lied
not now never
but he said everything before
and i am stupid
and i believed it
But i suck.
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[Wednesday
January 25th, 2006] |
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( photography:] )
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[Tuesday
January 24th, 2006] |
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i feel like crying
and i don't know why
Its really really stupid
ew.
me and chris are having a competition though :]
And he lied when he said he was gonna win.
It is to name all the happy songs
that remind us of each other
and i already have like 93042587093428
But i want this week to be over
right now
because it sucks really bad
And i need more better friends
cause i have like 1
plus chris
whose my best friend
But yeah
I am gonna go write
and be sad
for no reason at all.
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[Monday
January 23rd, 2006] |
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It was pouring today
And for every rain drop that fell on my head
was a year to spend with you
I came in soaking wet
<33
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